mood swings.again.nth to say.short post.bye.

you know it sucks when your parents say’we won’t force you’ and now they force you to go out.botch idiots.life sucks.just end it all.

basically new year,new start.at least ms lim says so xD.Now trying to get used to the class environment and all that.seriously asking myself alot of stuff.gonna have a nervous breakdown soon before you know it.sigh.guess that’s it for now.tags will be updated later,hopefully by tmr.

I’m seriously wondering baout the possibility of the camp succedding cause there is no one here who is willing to make a contribution and right now i have a feeling the camp is gonna be an epic fail.I;m praying for the best but the outome is gonna be the worst.think tmr i pontank liao.i kind ahad enough around here.

fuck my parents.go n die lah.if you all so little also liddat then how.fuck yourself lah.go n die lah.i wonder why the fucking hell am i fucking born in this fucking damned world to such a pair of fucking hopelss useless parents no good brainers cbs no brain hopeless idiots lah.might as well go sucide.maybe i should have done it during my sec 1 attempted suicide lah fckers.go n nabei die lah.might as well i go die lah.best is i not born at all lah.fuck lah.

dun ask me wat happen,i’m just

depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed depressed

Today was really embarresing.woke up at 8.15 by Clement’s SMS,thought i cant make it.slept until 12.end up i could.

Well after i started shift had to usher them in.quite fun.bully Leon abit xD.ok lah jkjk.Leon dun angry hor xD

Then chop finish then went Ponggol Nasi Lemak,i go there drink Green Tea only,wallet big hole…..

Then i’m back.whoa.tired.maybe more formal post tmr bah.

Seems like Dec is gonna be one hell of a busy month.i need my own personal time though.

Anyway it’s getting harder to understand my own parents.it’s like one day they’re all nice and the next they’re damn pekchek.end up i also pekchek.sigh.

getting damn confused.gonna drive(fly)through the pothole(turbulence) in the road(air) using low gear(low engine power)

right now my life is still like a widebody jet through turbulence.but i know a force above has helped stabilise the plane,and i’ve managed to regain control of hydraulics and engine power.

Thank you Lord.You are wonderful.

‘For God so loved the world that He sent His One and Only Son,and that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have Eternal life.’John 3:16

It’s bouts of worrying,tiredness,happiness,emo-ness.all crashing into me.

WHERE ARE YOU GOD?WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW?

It hurts not being to feel close with you God.What the heck is happening to our relationship.

It hurts me……………….